decided that i should keep the studying more strict and study a lot harder but i can't do it really. whenever i sit on my chair to study, i get sleepy, i get headaches, feel the need to check out something on the net, feel hungry, go to the wc and so on. i can't manage to keep my ass on the chair stable. i don't like the feel of it. i mean, i felt relaxed before, but i'm starting to feel stressed because i haven't studied much up to this point. now i have only three weeks till the exam, hope i can pass.
as i heard, it's mandatory to join the lessons now or you'll fail. really, i don't wanna fail but i don't wanna wake up at 7 just to go to a lesson that'll mean nothing to me when i can sleep till 9 and then study myself, especially after studying till 1 the day before. really, which brainless witch would wanna make it mandatory classes in a med school? and they say it's so our grades would raise. they don't even notice how hard their exams are! in other schools people don't study much and get 90 and in ours? we work our asses off and what we get is 60! it is not fair! and then they say that it's because we don't join the classes. don't join my ass! come take the exam you make, i doubt you'll get better points than me, sons of bitches! gosh, i'm angry...
still i got me some lab classes now. gotta join'em though. i'mma see a cadaver again~
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