Body Worlds

yeah, got myself some nice tour in that. i really think i'll like that exhibition. ya know it sounds pretty fun. like, how often can you see real human parts so openly and so real? i'mma ask 'em to make me a plastinat too, this way i'll be immortal won't i? well, it sounds pretty nice either way. 

my cousin visited me a few hours ago. i'm glad he did, whenever he comes around, you start laughing without a reason, he has an effect like that on people. somehow, even if he's tired himself, you feel like chirpin around and if he wants to sleep, you'll scratch behind his ears to relax him. he's like a kitten that makes you love him really, i can even see the tail and kitten ears sometimes. gosh i'm happy he's my cousin. 

seems he had a football match today, and they lost. well, their team is pretty new and the team they had a match with was a powerful team, the second best actually. so it's natural that they lost. well i'd want'em to win, but anyways. whatever.

i've been tryin to study but it doesn't seem to work. gonna give up gotta get ready for the tour anyways. bus is gonna leave 2am tomorrow. gonna get totally tired. whatever, i don't mind the fatigue, i won't mind the fatigue. it's gonna be totally fun! 

29 Nov.

decided that i should keep the studying more strict and study a lot harder but i can't do it really. whenever i sit on my chair to study, i get sleepy, i get headaches, feel the need to check out something on the net, feel hungry, go to the wc and so on. i can't manage to keep my ass on the chair stable. i don't like the feel of it. i mean, i felt relaxed before, but i'm starting to feel stressed because i haven't studied much up to this point. now i have only three weeks till the exam, hope i can pass.

as i heard, it's mandatory to join the lessons now or you'll fail. really, i don't wanna fail but i don't wanna wake up at 7 just to go to a lesson that'll mean nothing to me when i can sleep till 9 and then study myself, especially after studying till 1 the day before. really, which brainless witch would wanna make it mandatory classes in a med school? and they say it's so our grades would raise. they don't even notice how hard their exams are! in other schools people don't study much and get 90 and in ours? we work our asses off and what we get is 60! it is not fair! and then they say that it's because we don't join the classes. don't join my ass! come take the exam you make, i doubt you'll get better points than me, sons of bitches! gosh, i'm angry...


still i got me some lab classes now. gotta join'em though. i'mma see a cadaver again~

Welcome, me!

so finally me is a blogger too. great! just perfect. yeah. 


exam in three weeks, stressin me out. really, i feel like i never get the result of my studying; at least not enough. i have worse around me, but ya know, i studied for two weeks straight and still got 65, i think it's not fair. anyone who thinks it's fair? they're tryin to fail us but i'm so gonna pass. 


currently getting all hyped up about my new boots. i got me some money to spend, i wonder if i should make an effort spending or just put it in a bank and not touch it for a while. both sound equally good. if i keep saving up as i am, i'll have enough money for a fine holiday with friends this summer. i'm looking forward to summer. 


P.S: anyone wanna comment? call me Weed please, nothing else.